I HATE TO HEAR THAT!

你可以体谅一下我的感受吗？

我知道我跟你们不一样！

你们每一个都是很幸福的家庭！

但我不是！

我很讨厌听到..“我和家人今天去庆祝父亲节叻”

你有想过我听到这句话的感受吗？

你没有！！

你没有尝试过！所以你根本不知道那是什么滋味！

请你不要在我面前炫耀！！！

每天在学校都显得我疯疯癫癫的...

事实上那根本就是我在伪装...

为什么我总爱把伪装成很坚强呢？

我也不知道....><








我没有你们想像中的坚强....

happy father's day!!!!

Daddy~

happy father's day ya~=D

thank you daddy...

when i need real understanding,

when i need someone to care,

when i need someone to guide me,

you are always there.

thank you for your comfort and encouragement...

which means so much to me in my way of growing up

I LOVE YOU, DADDY!!!=D

我最珍贵的回忆......

很久没有更新我的部落格了....

我不知道该怎样形容我这几个星期的心情...

前天凌晨...心情突然变得很down ='(

因为睡不着 ...就不停地回想我和爸爸之间所发生的一切....

再加上..radio播放的都是悲伤的歌曲...让我的心情更down!='(

害我一面回忆..眼泪就不知觉地流了下来...

我真得非常非常非常想念他 ...T^T

回忆到我小时候...我很喜欢跟爸爸出去...不管爸爸去哪里....买报纸也好...开会也好...

我就像个橡胶糖~总是粘着爸爸....

而爸爸喜欢背着我去买东西...

还记得有一次...爸爸背着我下楼梯...不小心跌到了...

还好没有受伤...(phew~幸好幸好)

以前他也很喜欢带我去搭LRT，可是我们并没有要去任何的地方...

只是在LRT里享受冷气...看看外面的风景...

爸爸不时还会告诉我..."girl ~(他喜欢叫我girl) 你看那边~就是你aunty(我保姆)的家了~"

结果回到家妈妈开始唠叨了"你们嫌钱多啊？没地方要去还要搭LRT?!"

我妈妈就是这样~喜欢唠叨~

结果我和爸爸就当作没听到跑进房间里~哈哈~

记忆中....爸爸不曾打过我....即使我顶嘴...爸爸也不会打我....

就像我小时候...由于成绩不好...妈妈便拿着藤编要打我...爸爸便维护着我...

我的爸爸就是这样疼我...

记得每次我生病..发烧...爸爸总是牺牲了他的睡眠来照顾我...

从冰箱拿出冰袋，敷了再放回冰箱...等冷了再拿出来...来来回回...忙得团团转...

心里真是过意不去...

还有...每天晚上他总是到我房间陪我睡觉...

等到我睡着了...才回房睡....

早上也是...每次睡在我旁边等我醒来...有时睡到太迟了便会叫醒我....

我小学六年级...功课非常多...每天做到半夜...

爸爸也陪我到半夜...他在客厅一面看戏一面陪我...

因为爸爸知道我怕，怕一个人在半夜里做功课...怕阿漂~哈哈

他陪我直到我完成我的功课才去睡觉...

我好喜欢我的爸爸 =D

我和爸爸很喜欢斗嘴，吵架 ...

有时为了一点小事也吵架...

比如：争电视！哈哈...

爸爸要看新闻，而我要看连续剧...我们就会吵架...

但是我总是胜利~哈哈

因为爸爸总是让给我看~

爸爸一直以来都是我的司机...

每天载我上学，放学和补习

可是....现在...

爸爸已经离开了...

没有人在晚上是陪我睡觉...

早上也没有爸爸睡在我旁边...='(

没有人跟我斗嘴，吵架....

也没有人载我去上学，放学和补习='(

我有时在想...

爸爸为何那么狠心?

丢下自己的宝贝女儿和家人...独自离去呢？

唉....

可是看到爸爸在医院给病魔折磨也是很辛苦...

还记得爸爸上次信心满满地告诉阿姨...

"我一定要好起来，一定会好起来....孩子还小...需要我..."

可是他还是失败对抗病魔....='(

我真的非常不舍得爸爸离开T^T

他一句道别的话也没有说就离开了....

真的很想念...很不舍得...='(

不舍得又能怎样？

爸爸始终离开了...

爸爸你可不可以进入我的梦乡？

让你的宝贝女儿看看你~

你的宝贝女儿很想念你叻~

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明天是我信奉基督第一次去教会

希望耶稣给我力量面对将来 =）

Cindy!Gambateh!All the best

ga yao! =)

this week...

Monday-because of my grandma...so no go sch...haiz~so miss her....after tuesday cnt see

her anymore...=(

Tuesday-today my grandma 出殡 liao...=( sad.....haiz~

Wednesday-four days din go sch gt some 不习惯...连闹钟都叫不醒我...when teacher teaching i

feel wanna to sleep already =3= super tired few day din sleep enough and many

homework din done >< dun mind liao ...go slp

Thursday-go sch keep do homework ...do dao my hand very 酸 >< ..........when free....i will

think again about her =( feel sad.... i scare that when next time go her house still call her =(

haiz~nevermind! i will put u in my heart forever!and

won't forget i have a good grandmum!i love u!=)

Friday-after sch...mum say father in hospital... WTH! just grandma in then nw

turn father!i hate hospital! after sch.. go hospital...'ben lai' i wan go home and

sleep der neh...so tired... haiz...

Saturday-today no aktiviti...no need go sch...but i 6.45am wake up liao ... go hospital...=(

until 10.00 just reach home....later evening wan go again....haiz....father a!!!fast

recover lak!grandma...pls bless my father...giv him fast recover and bless ur

daughter fast recover...pls...=(suddely...

i so love a song...name 爱夏 =)

today...=(

today got badan beruniform aktiviti~

long time din go liao~

so today i go~

today der aktiviti so relax because of some all boy got competition kawad kaki~

so they wan practice then girl so relax~haha

then i giv a senior call to help other senior to keep room der thing~

my room so~~~~~~‘乱' i also din keep my room then today come help my senior keep room ~

lol~xD

when keeping...my senior was injured~many blood come out~

then me and a friend keep call he go find pbsm der ppl...but he very 不听话...

dunwan go ><

then we keep call he go then he just go ~

but when go thr~

no ppl at thr...

so i go find my friend come help him

after tht then we help him keep lo~his hand him hand injured liao mah~

12.30 went home~

when reach home~tired dao.....

after eat and bath ~then go slp~

wake up liao do some homework then nw online~~~~~

whn online-ing..

i receive mum's call...

a bad new...

my grandma pass away...=(

yesterday just go my aunty house and see her but nw she is gone....

and never back again =(

haiz....

god...why u wan so fast bring my grandma go?

cnt wait for more years mie...

haiz...

To grandma:

my lovely grandma...

i won't forget u forever...

u are the best grandma for me...

when u reach heaven...pls dun forget ur 'xun lui' thts me...

reach heaven...

find my frandfather,ur husband...,my aunty,ur daughter...and my cousin,ur 'xun lui' too =)

then u won't feel lonely...=)

i love u ...grandmum =)

from:ur 'xun lui' =)

丁当

oh yeah finally found her songs~

but dunno why i cnt download her songs...zzz

just can go youtube hear...><

Crab come back jor!!

long time din update my blog already!xD

cause really no time TT nt me dunwan to update...

many homework...folio ...and need tuition TT

i hate my math teacher!

every math class keep scold ppl ...

when thrusday i kena scold =(

write wrong one word only leh...then she scold me loud loud!><

stupid d loh~who no make mistake o?zzz scold scold scold...><

dun let me see her make mistake!heng!

yesterday ... sad day =(

i lost jor a important thing...=(

tht thing ikat at my botol...

yesterday got activiti...

then i put my beg and botol at canteen...

then go toilet...

after came out ...my botol hilang jor TT

tht thing also hilang =(

cnt find dou TT sad~haiz~=(

'ben lai' i very sad...feel like wan cry already...

but after tht my mummy, big big and prawn prawn sis keep 安慰 me...

then ok jor...=)

thank you u all!!=D

can i say i love u all??XD

hahaha!